Sunday, April 15, 2012

"Suffering" for my art


Recently a familiar itch resurfaced in me.

No, not the kind that requires an ointment or shots.

It comes from deep within, makes your hands fidget, and can only be “cured” by letting it run wild.

Of course I’m taking about creative expression.

Once upon a long time ago I built sculptures from electronic components like capacitors, resistors, bare wire and lots of solder. What I enjoyed making the most were simulated Bonsai trees. I called them “Immortal Bonsai” because unlike their natural kin they couldn’t die from my total lack of horticultural skills. 

As this creative energy was returning I thought I’d take a crack at making another bonsai. I checked my supply of components and saw I needed to replenish them. This was not going to be easy as the components I used back in 1990 were antiques now and very difficult to find. Current components are the product of years of micronization and I’d need a microscope to work with them. All that remains of the old style components have been relegated to a few surplus and junk stores that cater to the hobbiest crowd.

I drove to one such store today in the south west end of Toronto. Situated in a small industrial park the shop was comprised of tall shelving units jammed with every imaginable odd and end, doodad, thingamajig, and bit of discarded electronic flotsam the advancement of technology has left behind. I could have spent hours hunting through the narrow aisles, peering into a vast series of bins, looking for components to match the one I had brought along but instead I decided to take the short cut of asking the man behind the counter for help.

“Excuse me, do you have any resistors that match this one?”, I said holding up my small, leaf green sample.


The man took it from me and gave it a critical look. “This isn’t a resistor”, he said, “it’s a coil and you’ll find them at the end of aisle 1.” He handed the “coil” back to me and turned to help another customer.

I squeezed myself down the aisle past hunters intent on finding a power adapter for their Soviet Russia made 8 track player or perhaps the last remaining modules for a nefarious doomsday device and found the area with the “coils”. I looked through the bins and boxes in the section and the closest match I found were a bundle of coils half the size of the ones I use. I couldn’t see any prices so back to the man behind the counter I went.

“How much are these?”, I asked showing him the smaller coil.

Before he answered he tipped his head to the left. I assumed this allows him to access from his prefrontal cortex the enormous price list such a vast inventory would require. Or perhaps he was just preparing to wing it.

“$1″, came the answer with a squint to see if I’d bite.

“Each?”, I gulped, thinking of many densely foliated branches.

“Well, for a quantity purchase of 5 or more I could go to 85 cents. How many do you need?”, he asked. 

“Around 2,000.”

“2,000?!?!”, he exclaimed, his eyebrows disappearing up under the brim of his dusty baseball cap.

And here I was again, at the moment when, just to move forward, I must explain WHY I needed so many of one component.

“I build sculptures with them.”, I said.

As I drove away empty handed I wondered if pottery makers or painters dealt with this.


Saturday, May 15, 2010

Mia Culpa

2010.05.03.01 Hipstamatic Brent

OK, I admit it. I'm lazy

Maintaining a blog is not as easy as I thought it would be.

Making TIME for a blog seems to be the hardest part. Work and Day-to-Day life takes up so much that setting aside a few precious moments to put some thoughts together seems like yet another impossible task.

I have SO many projects on the go at work and with the impending trips to New York, Montreal, PEI, and Arizona looming there doesn't seem to be enough time to do anything. So of course like any self fulfilling prophesy stuff DOES start to slip and get delayed. Luckily most of the stuff that has slipped so far is only stuff I do for ME.

Like this blog.

Sorry.

Obviously with all these trips coming up I will have MANY things to post.

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

A little inheritance from my Grandma

To quote a certain Austrian actor, "It's not a tumor!"

It's just a little cyst that isn't going to turn into anything nasty. However it has grown to the size that makes it painful to wear a bicycle helmet and from recent experience I know I will never ride without one.

So the bump has to go.

I've procrastinated long enough. I arranged with my doctor to speak with a specialist and he took one look and said, "It's nothing." and I said, "But I need to have it removed." and he went "Ka-ching!" Or at least that was the sound I thought I heard.

I have to pay a hospital booking fee which is slightly more than the cost of the 15 minute procedure. In all its going to cost around $500 to get this stupid bump off my head.

Stupid expensive bump.

Sunday, April 18, 2010

I'm... NOT... William Shatner!

Last night we got together to have dinner to celebrate a birthday. Mine, in fact. It was a casual little get together, the kind I like, and the food was good, the company was good, and it was good times all around. I got to show off my new 18MP camera and Glenn and I took pictures and videos.

Then I dragged out my iPhone and showed Glenn the nifty things I could do with its lame little 1MP camera and the apps I downloaded for it.

Trying to look cool we struck a pose:

2010.04.17.10a Brent's BDay Dinner - iPhone Fun
Too cool to be cool
© 2010 Brent Garnett

Yikes! I had no idea I could look that much like William Shatner. Ugh!

Friday, April 16, 2010

How I learned to see - Part Two

Something else I learned while discovering photography was capturing images of important people in my life felt really good. I didn't know it at the time but some of these images would take on a greater significance.

Friends were my first target and who better than my very best friend, Bruce K. Truth be told, he didn't seem too fond of having his picture taken.

Bruce K going home - Small
Memories from Grade 6
© 1975 Brent Garnett

Living in a small town and being too young to drive meant we lived on our bicycles.

Brent G and Bruce K with bicycles - Small
Friends with Bikes
© 1975 Brent Garnett

I would love to know exactly how MANY miles we put on our bicycles. My first "serious" bicycle was a silver Sears Free Spirit ten speed.

Sears Free Spirit 10 Speed - Small
Freedom on Wheels
© 1975 Brent Garnett

We graduated from grade six and moved on, leaving behind childish things, learning the ropes in the savage jungle that is high school. Bruce and I were separated into different alphabetized home rooms and we rarely met during on school days. It was an adjustment for all of us in this new environment.

Shortly into his high school career, for reasons that remain unknown to me to this day, Bruce K. ended his own life.

Bruce K on bicycle - Small
Memories of Bruce K.
© 1976 Brent Garnett

I still miss him.

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

How I learned to see

A long time ago in a small dusty town far far away, a young lad came upon a camera. Not just any camera mind you, it was a teeny tiny plastic camera which used 110 film for teeny tiny negatives.

Feeling almost like James Bond with his most modern micro camera, this young lad set out to record important things, capture moments in time to preserve them for posterity, and better mankind by making it stare deeply into its own eyes.

Yes, he was going to take pictures of girls.

For with his camera in hand this young lad had discovered something magical. Girls that had never looked his way before would now stop, pose, and most precious of all, smile at him.

Grade 6 - Debbie - Small
Memories from Grade 6
© 1975 Brent Garnett

To be continued...

I'm just sayin...

I was conversing with a friend of mine who shares a passion for photography and Spring flowers. We both find delight in walking through the woods and discovering Spring's first splash of color or I should say sprinkle as most of these flowers are teeny tiny.

The first impression you typically get is "Aren't they pretty!" However, I like to get closer and examine the almost magical levels of complexity that hide beneath that pretty surface.

Take this little fellow I spotted this past weekend.
2010.04.11.05 Scotsdale Farm Hike - Small
Bloodroot (Sanguinaria canadensis)
© 2010 Brent Garnett

Yes, it's pretty but taking a closer look you can see just what an engineering marvel this thing really is. It's a finely crafted reproduction machine.

2010.04.11.05 Bloodroot - detail
Bloodroot (Sanguinaria canadensis)
© 2010 Brent Garnett

If we follow the premise that systems become more complex over time and flowers are just a small microcosm to observe this in, what were the first flowers like? Brute-like styles that clubbed primitive insects with pollen clubs so they fell against the large, sticky stigma pollen receivers?

Now the game is all about subtlety. Luring in the pollinators with bright colors, sweet scents, and soft textures, all for the promise of their delicious nectar.

Sounds like some night clubs... I've heard of, someone mentioned... sometime, a long time ago.

Hey! Look at the time! I've got to get to work. Bye!